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Don't Want ToI don't want to die anymore.  Don't want to slowly lose control.  I want it to be over now.  Let go of everything.   
I don't want to tell you how I feel.  Don't want to see you pretend.  I know that no one cares.  I'll die here on my own.   
Take it all away.  I don't want to stay.  I don't want to feel.  I don't want to live. Don't Want To
by ~xXDeathForYouXx
Do You Remember?1. When I first saw you, I fell in love with you straight away. I didn't believe in love at first sight, yet it happened to me.  
I thought I wasn't worth you, the popular kind of guys. Yet I was the first one you spoke to. I was the first one to be your friend. I was the first one to love you.   
Do you remember that?   
2. Some chances with the school assignment we had. You smiled at me, with your gorgeous face. You looked right trough my soul.  You're the first one I told this to. You're the first one who knows this about me. I know you won't tell. You'll guard this secret 'til eternity.   
Do you re Do You Remember?
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Hollow LoveSitting in a corner of my room,  Crying over you.  Trying to figure out,  How you could've had me fooled.  You were the sunshine in my life,  You made me wake up with a smile.  How could you've done this to me?  How could you've broken my heart like that?  Up and down goes our love,  Up and down our bodies.  Up, the hope you might like me.  Down, the tears roll over my face.  You know I wrote you a poem?  A poem about how much I love you.  A poem that tells all,  All I felt for you.  But you used me,  There was no love.  You took the only thing  Tha Hollow Love
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I'm a 16 year old mess. You can't really label me, so please don't. I love writing, photography and photomanipulation(especially on eyes =D)
Don't start about love and shit please, cause well, kinda in a mess right now about that.
I'm always here for a laugh and for a helping hand =)
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Fuck everything

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 18, 2009, 6:51 AM


God, I really hate life atm. I had this huge arguement with that guy.
Then I felt guilty, and tried to fix everything, which only made everything worse, which made me feel worse.
I've been cutting fuck loads lately, and during sports at school, someone apparently noticed(I had to show some exercise with my arms up).
I told my friend about my cuttingproblem, and now I feel I shoudln't haev told her, because I don't want all this fucking attention.
3 tests of school are pretty low grades. I usually get fcking high grades, that everyone calls me a nerd while I barely learn.
I can't focuss anymore, I've had like a breakdown at school today cuz I couldn't take it anymore, and my friends were giving me too much attention, I couldn't take it.
I just want to kill myself.
When I bike to school, I just want to get in front of a car.
I only don't do it cause a good friend oof my friend killed herself a while ago, and I don't want her to go trough that again. I think I've never felt this bad before. Fuck life.

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Belgium
  • Interests: Music
  • Favourite movie: 30 Days Of Night
  • Favourite band or musician: Escape The Fate, Architects, BlessTheFall, Bring Me The Horizon...
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal, Screamo
  • Favourite poet or writer: Norah McClintock
  • Favourite style of art: Poems, Manga, Photography
  • MP3 player of choice: Creative Zen
  • Favourite game: Singstar
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: Pikachu!
  • Personal Quote: Boo.
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, Panasonic Lumix

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~gothfuu 5 days 16 hours ago
:iconthanksplz:

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smile- it confuses people
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~xXDeathForYouXx 5 days 3 hours ago
No problem =)

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I can't see myself holding on for much longer
It's tearing me apart
I feel so out of place from the rest of you
All I needed was something
And that something was you
But you're so far away now
Can you hear me screaming?
~Architects.
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~LAURA-777 6 days 22 hours ago
hello thank you for your wonderful comments. love your new work. :heart:

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~Laura
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:heart:a proud member of TVD family:heart:
to find out more about TVD go here: [link]
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~xXDeathForYouXx 6 days 6 hours ago
Thanks =)

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I can't see myself holding on for much longer
It's tearing me apart
I feel so out of place from the rest of you
All I needed was something
And that something was you
But you're so far away now
Can you hear me screaming?
~Architects.
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Mood: Joy ~LAURA-777 5 days 23 hours ago
your welcome. am putting the last of my art project of poems tonight. finishing that up now. so have a good night

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~Laura
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:heart:a proud member of TVD family:heart:
to find out more about TVD go here: [link]
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~xXDeathForYouXx 5 days 3 hours ago
Have a good night yourself too =)

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I can't see myself holding on for much longer
It's tearing me apart
I feel so out of place from the rest of you
All I needed was something
And that something was you
But you're so far away now
Can you hear me screaming?
~Architects.
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~Pariah000 Nov 15, 2009, 4:50:15 AM
hey, thanks for the fav :3

how have you been?
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~xXDeathForYouXx Nov 15, 2009, 8:33:03 AM
No problem =)
I've been alright, quite some complicated days for me..
Wbout you?

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I can't see myself holding on for much longer
It's tearing me apart
I feel so out of place from the rest of you
All I needed was something
And that something was you
But you're so far away now
Can you hear me screaming?
~Architects.
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~Pariah000 6 days 15 hours ago
ive been ok. havent had much to photograph or much motivation to draw so its a little bit flat at the moment lol.

on the upside i only need $160 for this lens ive been saving for :D it should be good, hopefully i can get some good macros with it. with it being 18-200mm i shouldnt need a new lens for a long long time unless i break it or i wanna buy a super wide angle lens. i am looking at a 10-16mm lens tho. and yeah, i saw a lighting kit on this site that im gonna get the lens from and they look pretty good. also want an R1C1 speedlight kit too lol. so yeah, i got a lot of saving to do :P :P :P

then i'll have to get a car and my license probably...not looking forward to that...im terrified of driving.

so anyway, ill shutup nowz lol
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~xXDeathForYouXx 6 days 6 hours ago
Awesomeee. That's gonna cost loads of money indeed =0
When will you have all the money for that? XD
But it all sounds veryy cool, I'm curious what awesome pics you'll get when you photograph some macros =0
And why is driving scary? It's like awesomeee imo =0

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I can't see myself holding on for much longer
It's tearing me apart
I feel so out of place from the rest of you
All I needed was something
And that something was you
But you're so far away now
Can you hear me screaming?
~Architects.
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