Yano, I'm seriously in the mood to just get a fucking gun and shoot the entire world. God damnit, what is it with fucking guys - and girls - that everyone is fucking using me all the fucking time!
I am so fucking sick of it. Sorry guys, but I ain't no fucking object you use for sexual shit. I ain't here for cybersex, nude pics and sex, alright! I am a fucking human being! Unlike you douchebags.
Alright, the summary: Justin Dionela: just pretended to be friends for fucking nude pics. Typical. He doesn't even know who I am anymore, god damnit.
Hmmh...Josh: Yea, girllover, player, one time cybersex and let's sdtart ignoring. Cuz yea, I'm a fucking boring cunt girl.
How about Jake? I haven't heard of him in fucking ages! Like we broke up, one more time talking and goodbye, see you never.
Then there's that Matt dickhead. I was glad i got rid of him 2 years ago, the sexaddict, and now he suddenly showed up again. In stead of fuckin leaving me alone.
ANd the list goes on and on, and then there's the girls, my friends, who're just friends with me cuz otherwise they do'nt have anyone! Andd Pieter last year, using me for homework and sex. Never even fucking liked me. Orr Sare, punching me all the time tryin to get my attention. She did when I kicked her obv.
You know what, I'm just through with it. WHat the fuck is this for a fucking life?! Everyone fucking uses me and I am just fuc,king SICK of it! Just..ugh, I give up.
I'm really afraid of losing it again...I just can't fucking take it. Like, yea, I changed, I'm not depressed, but why can't people just....just be people, just not use me all the time...I just can't take it.