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April 1, 2009
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Lately, I really have been feeling bad. Every day, I don't feel like eating, sleeping, talking, doing anything but listening and making music. My poems are shit, I look like shit, I feel like shit, ppl have always seen me as shit..Life's just shit.
If it makes you happier, I haven't cutted this week. Can't bring myself up to it, I know it won't make me feel better like it used to. Nothing makes me feel better.
I've got this feeling sinde me that I love someone, but I don't know who. It'll probably be the wrong guy anyways.
And there's the guy who has feelings for me. AT the moiment, I've understood that I don't love him.
I should be happy the exams have ended, but I'm not.
It's so fcking cold, every single fcking day. I hate this.
I just....I need someone who's there for me. Not online, but in my actual life. I don't know how much longer I can take this. I just feel like my life is breaking down, slowly and painfully. I just want to think positive and feel happy gain, like I used to...4 years ago.
This ain't right, I'm only 15 and my life isn't that bad.
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Bring Me The Horizon - The Sadness Will Never End
  • Reading: Sorrow
  • Watching: Death
  • Playing: The deathgame
  • Eating: Air
  • Drinking: Plague
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:iconflorellah2h:
Oh, I'm so sorry to hear you are depressed. And wait, you've been cutting yourself?

Feel better, think positive, and say healthy.

-Florella :)
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:iconlaura-777:
For me, cooking is a source of creativity. I don't see this as a chore, or doing this because I am bored out of my skull. For me, cooking, is one of my passions in life. I say, all the money you spend at a resturant and get poor service and at times sick, when you can go to the store yourself and cook up a masterpiece, you've created yourself, how you want it made, serve it up the way you perfer and know with fresh vegatables you are giving back to your community and eating what you want, when you want, no need to get rushed out of a resturant because its 6pm and a party of seven just walked in, when you cook for you, at home, you, there's no limits or rushing, you can sit there with 24 hours if you wish, take time to enjoy life, cook. I am tired of people stressing over life because they say they don't have the time to cook, because it's not that you don't have the time to cook, you do have time, because first you have to make the time to cook, and you can with effort on your part. I feel people don't need to stress over life, because life is too short, were here today and gone tommorrow, its sad but its also true, death is the only guarannteed in this lifetime anyways, so cook and be happy, stop stressing life, and try to make the effort to enjoy life.
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:iconmasterthymos:
~MasterThymos Apr 1, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
Follow my instructions then damnit >,,<
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:iconxxdeathforyouxx:
~xXDeathForYouXx Apr 2, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
I do'nt feel anything for him anymore. So it's nothing 'bout that.
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:iconmasterthymos:
~MasterThymos Apr 3, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
I still think you should have done what I told you.
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:iconxxdeathforyouxx:
~xXDeathForYouXx Apr 4, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
WHy should I do it now, while I don't even have feelings anymore? He's just a jerk, like my friend told me.
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:iconmasterthymos:
~MasterThymos Apr 4, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
Did you find out for yourself?
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:iconxxdeathforyouxx:
~xXDeathForYouXx Apr 5, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Yips. Not like I've spoken to him, but there's no need to.
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:iconmasterthymos:
~MasterThymos Apr 5, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
If you didn't see this for yourself, then how do you know that it isn't biased bullshit?
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:iconxxdeathforyouxx:
~xXDeathForYouXx Apr 6, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Cuz it isn't bullshit, when more than one person says the same.
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