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I've been living in a fantasyworld..Hoping to get him back, thinking that the world could be an amazing place, wishing for thing that never would come true.
Dreams do'nt come true, I need to grow up.
I'm no poet, I'm no photographer, he will never love me, no one will. I will fail at school, I will lose every friend I have, and eventually I will die of suicide or early death by carcrash. Though I'll fail at suicide 3 times first, and I won't even be able to drie, cause I fail at everything. I'm just a big failure, drowning in her own selfpity. I could live on my own tears.
I just want to sleep and never wake up again. Cause my life will always be like this: without love, with no talent, alone. It's how I was born and how I'll die.
Thanks for pretending to like me, or for pretending to like any art I ever made. You can stop that now. I need to go back to reality.
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~Melwilyn Jul 4, 2009  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hey, I kinda know what you're feeling... (I've been through this two months ago), and yea, it's hard to crash on a wall, but you still have to hang on life and use your art to express what you're feeling.
Eventually you will feel a bit better, and start to dream again...

And by the way, thanks for the fav...
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:iconlaura-777:
*What a Goal means to Me*


I like goals

because they take away

from all the hateful depression that creeps upon you

they push you to put your best foot foward

goals are a breed of success

something to look foward to

in order to get to the finish line


*My thoughts on going day by day*


strive for your best everyday, and when you get overwhelmed, take things day by day. and as for goals, write them down and list them, each day strive to reach for the impossible and for the stars. because things are possible with faith and encouragement.


*My thoughts on the Economy*


so now I am on the job hunt and I have to keep motivated, I am grateful for any work i get at this point, bills are bills and to keep a roof over my head, I have to work. some people think the world comes to them, but what they are unaware of is that for anyone to get any goal accomplished, you have to go out into the world and go get it yourself. thats about it, I will fill out more job apps, see where I stand, the economy is at its lowest yet gasoline prices are skyrocketing, thats a shame.
positive thinking breeds success








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:iconartzgirl:
Don't say that.

I never pretend to like art- I only comment when something's good. And also, you ARE amazingly talented at both art AND writing- trust me, I like writing and art!

And even if times seem tough right now, don't loose hope, and stay alive. DA needs you. The world needs someone like you. :huggle:
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