Do you know the feeling, everything's perfect, yet something's missing...
I used to not like this period, cause I didn't feel at home here. I do now. My sister and I have become very close lately, my parents get angry at me less quickly, and my brother's kind as well.
But it's school soon. At school I got like 2 friends, one is with my ex half the time(he's become friends with my friends, stealing them from me)..
Im not looking forward to school. I'm glad at least I now feel home here, I now can really call this place a home, but it seems like my ex has ruined everything. I should've never talked to him, I should've not spoken to him in class, then nothing would've happened.
Ah well...apart from that, everything's actually rgeat, but I still don't feel...complete, I think.
I've been havingloads of dreams lately too.the most recent was one of my very long time ago ex, Justin. I just hope dreams aren't important, cause the dreams I have...ugh.
Sorry for this rant, I know no one's gonna read it, but whatever..
Love,
Sandrina
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Mood:
Lonely -
Listening to: I caught myself - Paramore
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Reading: forgot the title
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Watching: not watching, staring
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Playing: just stopped playing prince of persia
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Drinking: water
And I'll make some lifelong friends in my next school(so university XD)
Anyway, yeah I've felt that way before. I think it is the "want" that is missing. You just got a whole boat load of contentedness and the "want" is gone, at least temporarily. So its like a piece is gone from the puzzle of everyday life. You may get used to it but not notice it. Then when it is gone, you notice. Its a little balance in its own right. When a part is missing, the feeling is strange.
On another note, Prince of Persia! I still haven't gotten to play any Prince of Persia. So jealous. (hehe gamer nerd I am)
Glad things are looking up, and have a Happy holiday season!
P.S. Your writings always make me think. That's why I like to read them.
And yeah, I think you're right. I never thought of that before, thanks for sharing! I want it back XD It's an annoying feeling >.>
And yeahh, prince of persia is greatt. I'm not that a gamer, but I absolutely love the game XD
And I don't even know what oxymoron is =0