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Do you know the feeling, everything's perfect, yet something's missing...
I used to not like this period, cause I didn't feel at home here. I do now. My sister and I have become very close lately, my parents get angry at me less quickly, and my brother's kind as well.
But it's school soon. At school I got like 2 friends, one is with my ex half the time(he's become friends with my friends, stealing them from me)..
Im not looking forward to school. I'm glad at least I now feel home here, I now can really call this place a home, but it seems like my ex has ruined everything. I should've never talked to him, I should've not spoken to him in class, then nothing would've happened.
Ah well...apart from that, everything's actually rgeat, but I still don't feel...complete, I think.
I've been havingloads of dreams lately too.the most recent was one of my very long time ago ex, Justin. I just hope dreams aren't important, cause the dreams I have...ugh.
Sorry for this rant, I know no one's gonna read it, but whatever..

Love,
Sandrina
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: I caught myself - Paramore
  • Reading: forgot the title
  • Watching: not watching, staring
  • Playing: just stopped playing prince of persia
  • Drinking: water
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:iconazzurro360:
I'm glad you're feeling better and more welcome at home and closer to your family :hug: At Christmas time that is more important than anything. I hope you have a wonderful and restful vacation and when you return make lots of true lifelong friends! :aww:
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~xXDeathForYouXx Dec 26, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks =)
And I'll make some lifelong friends in my next school(so university XD)
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:iconrahnal:
~Rahnal Dec 25, 2009  Student General Artist
heh you trying to insult me? I always read these. I may not comment but I always look, and there are plenty of others who do so too.

Anyway, yeah I've felt that way before. I think it is the "want" that is missing. You just got a whole boat load of contentedness and the "want" is gone, at least temporarily. So its like a piece is gone from the puzzle of everyday life. You may get used to it but not notice it. Then when it is gone, you notice. Its a little balance in its own right. When a part is missing, the feeling is strange.

On another note, Prince of Persia! I still haven't gotten to play any Prince of Persia. So jealous. (hehe gamer nerd I am)

Glad things are looking up, and have a Happy holiday season!

P.S. Your writings always make me think. That's why I like to read them.
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~xXDeathForYouXx Dec 26, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Aww, that's sweet of you =)

And yeah, I think you're right. I never thought of that before, thanks for sharing! I want it back XD It's an annoying feeling >.>

And yeahh, prince of persia is greatt. I'm not that a gamer, but I absolutely love the game XD
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~Rahnal Dec 26, 2009  Student General Artist
hehe You want the want back but that means that it is back already. What is that, irony, oxymoron, ... I'm not sure what that is.
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~xXDeathForYouXx Dec 27, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Geez, that's so fucked up XD
And I don't even know what oxymoron is =0
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:iconrahnal:
~Rahnal Dec 27, 2009  Student General Artist
An oxymoron is like a word or phrase that contradicts itself, such as "freezer burn".
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~xXDeathForYouXx Dec 28, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Ooooooh. Yeah, it probs was that then :p
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