YES, my life is FUCKED UP! Gahhhhhh, I am fcking sick of feeling like this! I am in fcking love with Jamie, but fuck it, I can't get that fcking cunt Jake outta my head! Everytime my friend Max talks about him, or when I see him come online @ msn, my mood goes from happy to incredibly depressed! I hate this! I don't fcking want this, I just want to...GAHHHHHHHHH.
I have been so aggressive lately, I think it's cause of these moodswigs, though my aggressiveness has been here for a few months. I'm just so sick of it, I don't want to be aggressive. But well...I just don't know what to do..and no one can help me. Jamie can't, cause well, if he finds out I may still have feelings for Jake...Jake can't help me, cause..well, he caused this! Max can't help me, cause he's friends with Jake. No one can help me. Yet I don't know how to figure this out on my own...I'm fucked.