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Is it perhaps a general fact that every single guy on the planet does not love a girl, but just uses her to get laid?
I really thought I had finally found someone, someone who loved me for who I am. Someone who would want to be with me. Who wouldn't even think about hurting me. Physically nor mentally.
Why do I keep believing in dreams, hope?
He never really loved me...he used me, and I let him. I didn't stop him. The first time, okay, I didn't see it coming. But I should've known better yesterday.
In stead of now feeling even more miserable. And I don't even know if I'll be able to walk away of him. Who knows this'll happen a third time. If only Jake were here. I know with him by my side, I would be able to go away of him. I love Jake. Why does he have to live so far?
Why do I keep believing in love? Or the guy doesn't love me, he just uses me, or he may love me as well, but lives too far away...I want to be with you, Jake. With you. No one else. I just want to get out of here. Take a break. Run away from reality. From him. I don't want my heart to be even more broken. If that's possible.
I didn't cry when I was at my friend's house. SHe knows everything. I didn't cry. Yet now I'm sitting here, nearly crying. Trying not to.
I want to run away from this place. Get out of here. I wish I could go to Jake. I wish he could hold me in my arms, I wish it'd be so easy...I wish it'd be possible...
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: RJA - Your Guardian Angel...
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:iconazzurro360:
:tighthug: I don't know what to say. I hope you feel better!
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~xXDeathForYouXx Nov 8, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Aww, thanks dear. I'm starting to feel better, tomorrow will solve everything, hopefully..
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Mood: Disgust ~Rahnal Nov 5, 2009  Student General Artist
:bulletgreen:My :twocents:. Yes guys are $@!# heads. Trust me I'm one of them. (I'm ashamed that I have to be thrown in the same boat as them) We fall for "nature's" call (:hump:) too easily at this early age. (I know a few men who can vouch for this now that they have matured and reflected.) Hence why I don't even want to date till I'm plenty older(towards end of college.) I don't wanna hurt a girl like this. My advice: don't date any guy in the teens or early twenties in hope of finding love. Most are too $#!@@^ in the head at the moment for them to comprehend it. There are exceptions though (I've seen plenty of wonderful young couples) and you just need to be careful if you think you've found an exception. I also suggest you find a responsible and trustworthy adult who you can go to if things get out of hand. Good friends to back you up wouldn't hurt either.

:bulletgreen:I do hope you get over this challenge in life and that you'll be able to be with this Jake fellow too. And don't you DARE give up hope! If you do you're just letting the &@^#%$@$ win.

P.S. Yay!! Red Jumpsuit Apparatus :dance:
P.P.S. I feel like my point is a little dull with the censorship but I think you get it anyway.
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~xXDeathForYouXx Nov 8, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for this comment, dear! =)
Well, Jake reallyy likes me, he like said he loves me. He lives veryy far away, but my friend said it's good, since he won't be able to fuck me then..I agree with her.
And I'll see, maybe later the guys are sweeter to me, or maybe Jake's an exception..
But first, I gotta get rid of this guy, cuz he still do'nt wanna leave me alone, yet.
I just hope everything'll go alright.
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~Rahnal Nov 8, 2009  Student General Artist
Your friend has a good point there. I wish you good luck!
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~xXDeathForYouXx Nov 9, 2009  Hobbyist General Artist
Aww, thank you! I think Jake and I are like kinda together now, just still a little blurry and confusing to me XD
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