Fuck! You know, I'd really like to get better at my poetry, but like, no one gives me any fcking advice, so how the fuck should I get fucking better at it?! god fuck it god damn it! I still don't fucking know why I am on this fucking site. WHy the fuck am I here? All I got were fucking problems. I started talking with people who are just like me, fucking doomthinkers. I could really fucking smash something right now. And Jake won't fcking talk to me properly, fuck it! He asked me to be his girlfriend while he lives in fucking America and never told me a fucking secret! Yes, I love him, but would the fucking thing work out? Fuck no!
Why does life have to be so fucking annoying?! I try to do some fucking art: I write fucking poetry, make fucking music and shoot fucking photography, but no one even fucking notices! This just drives me fucking insane! I'm so fucking done with it. Ugh. Maybe I should fucking delete this page. Fuck.
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Listening to: Suicide Silence
For your boyfriend ... long distance loves are double edged and often, if a closer and more available candidate shows, up, the other one hits the road so - if you want it, tighten it as much as you can !
For photography - again, join some clubs - or join jepgmag - it's a totally cute lil community, or Picture social
As for life ... it's meant to be epic shit, so be strong, patient and courageous ! That's all I can really say - trust me, I been through shit myself over the years so I can speak of experience
Where can you actually find clubs? Cause I have joined some photography clubs, but I can't find clubs here on dA..
And I'll see what he wants next time I tzlk to him, we both have been busy the past week, so yea =/
Thanks for this, it really helps me!
The best way to look for anything on deviant art is the source of All Researches : good old Google
Thanks for all the help
As for your photography, I think you have many introspective pictures.
And btw, Suicide Silence freaking rocks! Have you heard their new album yet?
And thanks, guess I was whining a bit too much. Seems like some people do like my art.
I just got into suicide silence, so I don't really know a lot of songs of them
ANd I have absolutely no idea what songs are on the new album, could be I heard some of them, dunno.